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“So that you will keep on asking yourself, whose ticket was that in the first place.”

It’s always nice to pretend, you don’t care, and you live the very moment that grasps your feet.
But you don’t, so, the wondering just gets bigger.
Till the point you stop behaving like the image that never gets you harm, you stop inside, but yet you won’t show.
Was that some girlfriend's ticket, was that an illusion taken away?
The questions she don t want to think she has the right to ask. Because sometimes it s nice just to take the gift and enjoy. So she does not really want to know why you did it, why you call her back, after more than a year.
Some actions don’t follow any intention, some actions just go along with desire, or will, or impulse, and have no afterwards purpose.
But that very shy and coward lady, was surely joyful to know he still thought about her, thankful to finally know they were too fearful to be ridiculous, and that was the task, all the risk there could ever be in let any feeling be expressed on time.
She might never know anyway, what triggers your aims, what makes you want to hold her and protect her, she will never guess how to shot those triggers. But she s willing to learn, and craps, seems she gets too late to understand how much anybody ever cares about her.

And yes, she had the time of her life. But what is this life trying so hard to teach her? She tries to get the lesson right.